royal pain in the ass=],

Friday, November 6, 2009

/ 2:16 PM

yesterday was the last day of school of the first week of holidays.. haha

had chinese yesterday , i assure you , it was not that bad. =]

after lessons , we were supposed to go for training but Yvette and I stayed in the canteen playing cards and tap tap.

i owned her in both=] haha , but its okay..

then we went out of school to get stuff with jerlene yong..

after which we went to get some grub at mac.. YVETTE NEO!! you poo poo , everytime eat so little.. too skinny ):

then i left for my movie astro boy and they went i do not know where..

oh well , the movie was awesome.. haha

his behind had guns attached to them.. cool .

okay , next week is another week of lessons.

bear with it.. it's going to be over soon.. =]

Thursday, November 5, 2009

/ 2:34 AM

today had science stuff ..

haha , biology rules!!

i wish you knew what i meant

i hope you are going to be alright.

i can't really explain why

but i hope you will understand why someday..

i love you=]

Monday, November 2, 2009

/ 11:45 PM

today its jiaxuan's birthday , so happy birthday =]

today i got it over and done with

i am glad its back to normal

is it back ? you tell me..

i hope its never going to happen again..

i miss us..ha

i love you man you idiot..

i wanna go out!!..

AND YOU STILL HAVEN'T BROUGHT ME TO SEE THAT ORANGE PENCIL CASE..

Sunday, November 1, 2009

/ 1:08 AM

last night ,

i thought it was finally going right , but it took a left turn.

now its even worst, if it lies with me

i want it all back

really. now now now..

i can't stand avoiding you

i hate it

i hate you , not you don't worry

everything i said ..

i don't know what to say cause if its worth explaining i would have

but someone did it for me , which caused ...

to this person , i officially dislike you.

Friday, October 30, 2009

/ 8:39 PM

yesterday was the last day of school..

wasn't nice at all .

didn't like it..

i don't know what to do from here on..

talking seems harder than it was before..

when it is going to stop?

i don't know..

i want to play , i want to hang out.

i really want to..

sitting down on the opposite side of the table.

not a word at all..

wondering if i should take it?

what if it fails altogether?

i'm really sorry ..

shouldn't have said it.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

/ 12:25 AM

tomorrow is the last day of school.. today is the second last day which i skipped=] haha ,

tmrw we are gonna be free of lessons for 2 days.. ha , then bridging. overall this year was really awesome lar .. thanks to 3E1!!

okay , monday have to go to school for lessons.. haha till 16th i think. oh well , not bad.

haha , going for camp huh?? have fun=] and see ya when you come back alright??

Sunday, October 25, 2009

/ 4:50 PM

good morning =]

its monday again.. ha. and just like last monday this monday is a no school day!

okay , yesterday which was sunday i went for golf.. haha. happy happy happy=] i finally had that breakthrough i needed so so bad.=]

okay that's about it , i hope this week is gonna be fun ..

next year is my last in secondary school.. gonna miss it.

haha..

a few more days and you will know ... good luck=]

/status undetermined

how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality

We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect

it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. ~~done with the old~~ back with the new

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